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Life
01:44
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Can I run?
Can I run away from myself and start a new life?
Life, what is "life"?
Because, to live is to suffer
And to suffer is to find some meaning in that suffering
Can I run?
Can I run away from myself?
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Unlovable
03:29
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I believe that everyone deserve to be loved
Even the only ones
They say to love you first but it's hard when no one
Has ever loved you enough
Take your breath in the underneath
I am still here
Are you try to find me now in somewhere new?
Tell me why everyone leaves
Why are we so emotionless?
Is it right to live only for oneself?
I dream of a life I can't have
I could live alone
But darkness will follow me home
Take your breath in the underneath
I am still here
Are you try to find me now in somewhere new?
I don't need friends, they will hurt me or use
I don't need a girlfriend, she will leave me for sure
I spent my life looking for someone who loved me
Now that I've become a monster, nobody'll love me anymore
So I became unlovable
Is this what I deserve?
I am so unlovable
I'm falling in reverse
Take your breath in the underneath
I am still here
Are you try to find me now in somewhere new?
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Blood Father
04:54
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Please stop crying
Fuck!
Remember when you held me in your arms?
Remember when you saved my life?
But I don't need you
You were my hero
You were my sun
And now my demon
YEAH!
No family is perfect be a victim when you are
The executioner of us all but you fucked it up
If this is what we have left then it was all in vain
I was wrong to stand you only fed my pain
Cause this is you I
I won't become you dad!
You raised my body and killed my soul
Yeah fuck you daddy
I know I have your blood in me
I must protect others from me
I disgust myself
YEAH!
You don't know what hatred really is until you hate
Yourself for your DNA how I wish I weren't your son!
If this is what we have left then it was all in vain
I was wrong to stand you only fed my pain
Cause this is you I
I won't become you dad!
I'm so sick of your face
Tired of your gallows
You destroyed my faith
And made me so hollow
You don’t take your guilt
And I’ll go on till
I realize you'll never be,
My fucking father!
BLEH!
Shut up!
D. A. D.
Get your fuckin' respect!
"Apparently disappointing your own father is a rite of passage.."
The tears
The slaps
The insults
The escapes
The looks
The masks
The promises
The lies
The pride
The screams
The quarrels
The dinners
The hatred
The respect
Cause this is you I
I won't become you dad!
FUCK!
"Don't disrespect me, you piece of shit
You are nothing
Don't disobey
I'm your father!"
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Joker
03:48
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"Oh Why so serious my friend?
We have to bring a smile on that face
Come on can't be the end of the world
What doesn't kill you, simply makes you.. stranger!
Smile, because it confuses people.
It's easier than explaining what is killing you inside!"
All alone
Abandoned from the world
Asking for
Don't feel pain anymore
They Laugh At me Because I'm Different!
I laugh At Them Because They're all the SAME!
Oh Madness
A dark day can change the best of men
Descent
The good exist only thanks to bad
But I had, to heal my wounds, by myself to stop bleeding
So I became, the result, of what they have done to me
"I used to think that my life was a tragedy
But now I realize, it's a fucking comedy!"
All I have
Are negative thoughts inside my head
I just hope my death
Makes more cents than my life instead
In their last moments, people show you, who they really are
You either die as a hero, or you live long enough, to see youself become, the villain
"Do you know how I got these scars?
Well my father couldn't bear to see me sad"
But now I see the funny side, because I always smile!
They always laughed at me, so I became a laugh! NOW SCREAM!
Good evening, ladies and gentlemen!
You look nervous, is it the scars?
What do you get when you cross a mentally ill loner with a society that abandons him and treats him like trash? You get what you f**kin' deserve!
Where is my, Harley Quinn? (Here it is full of cheaters/fakers)
I lost her and now, who knows where she is.. (She is the real one)
She saw the sorrow behind, my smile my smile
I saw darkness in beauty, she saw beauty in darkness..
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Victim
05:57
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Today I tried to kill myself
But the truth is I'm already dead
Here is cold and everybody’s gone
Alone since the day I was born
Leave me alone
Don't leave me alone
Rest in peace my dear
They will pay for what they done to you know
What is grace but they
deserve this cause they don’t want to be saved
I see something you don’t see
The devil wears the crucifix
The time has come and the darkest part is eating me
Feeling uncomfortable in your skin
I tried to make my way groping
Asking for a life buoy
For every ship I met
No prophet is recognized in his own land
I'm at the point where I have to choose
Whether to be the victim or the executioner
We are not born monsters we become monsters
Don’t you see that I eat my nails until they bleed to keep him at bay?
But the memory of you nourishes my demons
Please go away
Don't go away
Rest in peace my dear
They will pay for what they done to you know
What is grace but they
deserve this cause they don’t want to be saved
How can I, save us all?
How can I, kill us all?
And die!
Rest in peace my dear
They will pay for what they done to you!
Now my heart throbs with hatred
And now my heart
Now my heart throbs with hatred, are you done?
It’s true nobody appreciated you, until you’re gone
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6. |
Lucifer
04:08
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I wake up every day in my personal hell
And I can't find a way out, this time it might kill me
I led a rebellion against their voices
And I got the exile as a punishment
I struggle with depression cause of you, father
Oh sorry, I didn't mean to bother
But even you'll pay, you deserve to suffer
I am your worst enemy, your son, Lucifer
But how can I explain her in this whole mess?
I don't think it's real
But how she looks at me makes my world disappear
And this is my desire
But now I see
I felt happiness so he could take it
Wonder why, I can see the darkness now
Ask me why, (I'm in hell)
I can feel the darkness now
Now
Everyone blames me for their little sin
But I punish sinners, you know what I mean
Someone has painted me like what I am not
And being taken for granted is all I've got
I was a light bearer
Now I only carry terror
I hate myself for this thing
I always obscure everything
I thought I would be free after the fall
I'm the worst judge of myself
I should stop, taking responsibility for things I can't control
I need to forgive myself
But then I was complete
I felt happiness so I could lose it
Wonder why, I can see the darkness now
Ask me why, (I'm in hell)
I can feel the darkness now
I am the fallen, the weak one who fought in vain
Now my father plays God, in all the endings I'll be the villain
There is no way to win
And it will be
The greatest injustice of creation
I'll go back to where I belong
To inferno!
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7. |
Theory Of Evil
03:42
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The devil is not evil
It's just someone who hurts you
The rest, is superstition
You'll be tested, and my friend, you must be strong
To reach your destination
You see everything, when the world doesn't see you
Darkness must prevail, to let the light out
The devil's come, to knock the door of the weaknesses of your soul
Let it go, you can't win, behavior shaped from him
Let me go!
Here we are, were everyone returns, to ask, for forgiveness
I wonder if I'm strong enough to shut them out
Or weak, to fall back on
You see everything, when the world doesn't see you
Darkness must prevail, to let the light out
The devil's come, to knock the door of the weaknesses of your soul
Let it go, you can't win, behavior shaped from him
Let me go!
This is not the end, fight the demons fight the monster inside within
Don't become like others, don't let yourself change
Allow the true you to break free!
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8. |
My End
02:33
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I'm so tired of all this
Fight for life for what it is
But how can I be so stupid to be satisfied?
I'd like to give you my eyes
This is, my end, and I don't think I'll be back
Just stay, with me, as long as you can
But how can I trust you, if you become a nightmare of the past?
I hope you all die
And let the mother earth
Come back to life
Yeah this would be right
This is not depression
This is only expression
I'll die, alone and cold
Without your warmth
I prefer to die to become your product
Fake friends will be the ones to baptize you for this life
I warn you to save your life and then not make you cry
I pray for you, just pray for me
To help me find the peace
Cause you don't know anything
You don't know a SHIT!
But you can always understand
THe story behind the lies
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